first view at my blessing

Hi ,
  So here is my first ultra sound that I got on the 24 june and I that day was a big shocker to me and it has made me a totally different believer in the PCOS and not being able to to get pregnant. I am currently a strong believer now more then ever that our lord and savior has blessed me for a reason due to all the many situations that I have been through in my life with and without my husband. I truly believe that if you want it enough you can make it happen and I know that some of you may be saying I have done a lot and nothing yet but if it happens it will happen and one main key I would say is that you should have a great doctor so if you don't think that your doctor is helping you any try to find someone els.

Any ways let me tell you what is going on I currently and 12 weeks and 4 days I have currently no nausea which can I say is truly lovely I am so happy to say that I also have more energy but I have done nothing really different lately only thing I did today was that I made brownies today hahaha which I enjoyed very much eating heheh.

I am still not showing and I look further along then I really am but its just fat ugh.. I can't wait till I do start showing that is something I am excited for cause ill rub my belly and actually feel something I know kind of weird lol. 

But now to the things that may mean more to some of you then this hehe. I would like to state that in a lot of cases of having PCOS peoples situations are very different . when I first started trying I didn't know what to do and how to handle it but I came around and started to try and find solutions through trial and error I eventually found something and I know others can to. I was once one of those ladies that searched and searched in books and google all my info and found others that had success but also found others that have had there struggles. I just like to say that you will have your chance and if you have congratulations.

I'd just like to end with I hope that all of you who are trying have faith and do what you can to get what you want but you don't always have to lose weight cause as of now I currently weigh 256 and I was 251 when I got pregnant I truly believe it has to do with your doctor and them knowing what they are doing.


Good luck to all of you beautiful PCOS ladies

Hokulani